I decided to try a 40 day resolution for the thousand and first time. This time, I decided to limit the scope. I decided I won't concern myself with any social matters like girls or even friends. Otherwise, a girl not calling me back can put me into depression for the weekend. I'm trying to set up a solid foundation. I should virtually not use the internet. I should not masturbate. I shouldn't typically even call any friends. I should just focus on my studies, getting a job, actuarial exams, boxing and other athletic pursuits, etc... I need a foundation to work off of.
Then again, this is only the first day.
What did you expect?
2 comments:
Hello. I just found your blog, and saw that you had linked to mine. Thanks for the link.
How is your 40-day hiatus going?
I read one of your entries where you had read the blogs of other sex addicts who relied on therapy and said that's something you refuse to do. Is there a reason? I don't go now because of my sex addiction, I go now because I need to heal a lot of old wounds. I did start going though because my addiction had my life out of control.
I think everyone has their own path, so I'm not saying because others seek therapy you should too, I'm just curious about your perspective.
Never mind, I see that I found your blog before and responded to one of your queries on my blog. Then I also see that you are not in a 12 step program.
This delusion that you can do this alone doesn't seem to be working well.
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