Before my recent small relapse, I forgot how addictive internet porn can be. I was just thinking about going home and getting back to my old habits. Then, I decided to come to the library, think it over. And I decided against it. Think about it. Some things are pleasurable for the moment. However, they're highly addictive. They lead to a world of fantasy rather than reality. I need to let it go for today...then tomorrow. Then after this shall pass, I need to remember not to go back.

I must set up a framework for my life and live by it. I'll set up a very strict framework. Maybe I'll be able to hold on to it for 40 days.

What did you expect?