Porn is dangerous. Make no mistake about it. This afternoon, I decided to indulge in it for maybe 20 minutes. Now that I've again embarked on my 40 day resolution, it is taking every ounce of my strength to refrain from jerking off. The clips I saw were my fantasy. Now, I can't get my mind off them. I decided to write in the blog cause I was about to give up. But I'm hangin in there.

I'm having these episodes where at first I feel powerless and my mind starts making up excuses to give up. Then, I think about the consequences and I come back to myself. I must stay 'sober' till tomorrow night thru probability class. Then, I'll have a good chance.

What did you expect?