I was at one time doing so well. When I first moved to New York, I didn’t look at any porn for one and a half months. Now, it’s been a daily occurrence for two months. And no matter what I tell myself, I’m showing no signs of stopping. I’m wasting a lot of time. I’m wasting my life away.

There’s nothing I can tell myself to make myself change. I just have to do it. As much and as often as I can, I have to follow my schedule and exercise my will. I should do everything I can to keep myself disciplined.

What did you expect?