Lisa, the girl I was seeing for the last two months broke it off with me. I was half expecting it. I know I was a real drag over the last month. I was constantly stressing about classes. Most of the time, I was supposed to be doing my work, I wasnt - which exacerbated the situation. I put little genuine effort into the relationship. I hardly got serious about my addictions to internet surfing, procrastination, and masturbation. When she stayed over, I wouldn't be able to perform cause I masturbated too much before that. I was a wreck. I think that's why she wanted a way out. I don't really know because she didn't tell me.

She told me some bullshit answer. She told me she's not into me romantically even though she likes me and I'm a great guy. I thought that was really obnoxious cause it's clearly bullshit.

Anway, in retrospect, I think it all couldn't have turned out better. It was a wake-up call. It was a very real illustration of the painful consequences that result from impulsive, addictive behavior. The most important thing for me is to internalize all that transpired and use it to effect real improvements in my life.

Where to start - get strict with my resolution.

What did you expect?