All I seem to see nowadays is boobs and thighs. I'm home alone, not doing work, acting like I have all the time in the world. I'm hardly looking at porn. So instead I masturbate a lot. I masturbate to stop myself from looking at porn. I don't think that's a good strategy. My mind is so perverted right now.

I need to up my celibacy. Otherwise, I'm stuck in a state of living-death. I'll resume my resolution. First goal - one week.

Don't wait till it's too late. I must change the way my mind works. It's highly damaged.

What did you expect?