It's 5 in the afternoon. My finals are tomorrow. I am not studying effectively. I'm not holding my focus. I know that as the moment of truth comes closer, I'll all of a sudden find my missing focus. And I'll wonder, if only I could have held this focus yesterday. So, while I'm still blessed with a little bit of time so that I don't have to get into panic mode yet, I'll focus. For you my imaginary readers, I will do my best. I will do this. I will make something of myself for you. Because if I can give hope to myself, I can certainly give hope to you.