Tuesday, May 13, 2008

First Day a success, 39 to go

So it is technically the first day of my 40 day resolution that is about to come to an end. It's funny, in my resolution, I completely restricted internet surfing and tv watching. And now, after a day, I'm already used to it. It took a full day however. Before, I would subconsciously do these things. And I couldn't consciously bring myself around to turning these bad habits off. Somehow, I've already developed some self-control. And I'm currently going through some mental detox. This is only the first day. Through tomorrow I need to be extremely focused on doing well in my finals. Thursday and Friday I need to take care of graduate school applications. Over the weekend, I either need to continue getting work done or go to Boston. If my diligence is in doubt, it would be better to go to Boston.

Anyway, I'm rambling. I just got an A in calculus. Tomorrow, I have two more finals. And right now, I'm not ready. Posturing and pretending to study won't help me. I need to really work and make my time spent actually count. Don't be a coward. Don't stress out. Don't give up. Most important, don't break my resolution.

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