Every time I think I'm safe, I turn around to realize I'm on a slippery slope. I especially shouldn't be lead to believe I'm safe on the first day of my resolution. For instance, I just finished watching an episode of Charlie Brown which was in my schedule. Right after, I turn on the softcore porn movie Chained Heat 2. First of all, it's not in my schedule. Second of all, it's porn. I'm trying to protect my injury. I'm trying to get clean of this fantasy.Try a little harder. Stick to my schedule a little more strictly, even on friday night. Just don't mope. Either go out or get my work done efficiently. My mother, despite being very insulting, is right. It's time I grow up.

But it's not all negative. Today, I mostly stuck to my schedule, stuck to the resolution, and finished a first draft of the Columbia actuarial essay. I'm proud of myself. Keep up the good work.

What did you expect?